Sunday, October 01, 2006

Home...

What is home anymore? it is hard for me to make sense of so much. Orifiel... he is so cold... He's alive... but he's so cold. He looks through me like I am nothing. After everything we have been through. Everything we've done. We have a daughter even... but he does not even know who I am...

Ori... isn't as snobbish as he was in school. He.. is actually kind of quiet. Thoughtful. I hear he works at the hospital too.

I just wish I could get passed whatever wall has been built up... I hate that we were once so close and now I have become nothing..

There has to be a way...

Please Orifiel... help me find a way to you again... help me...