*headdesk*

I swear- just when i think I am going ot be able to move on with my life, something really weird twists it...

I decided to go outside with Serena and the others just for some fresh air. I thought that was going to be all anyway. I don't really know for sure what happened, but I felt the ground shake under my feet and I grabbed Serena and Soran as we were hurtled through the air. I barely remember hearing her cry out beofre I was overwhelmed with pain and lost consciousness. The next thing I knew I work up in the hospital and Ori was there...

Ori... I still don't know why he hates me so much. I've never done anything to him. He never liked me much before the accident either so at least he kept one thing consistant... Somehow in everything, Orifiel came out. Things got a bit wierd there.

He seemed nervous... Kind of reminded me of the boys who had a crush on me back in high school. He even somehow managed to get pulled very close to being on me on the hospital bed. I don't think I've ever seen Orifiel seem quite so flustered before. It was kind of cute.

What surprised me more was how nice he was to Serena. He really was good to her and she let herself get attached way too easily. It's not something I am used to seeing her do. She was being very playful though which got him a bit more confused. Not sure why really...

But then the time came to figure out what to do about a place for Serena and me to stay while repairs were made to the house. A nurse suggested us staying at Orifiel's place since we all "seem to know each other". He said he wasn't sure because of Sandy... but then said she was out of town anyway so a few days wouldn't hurt. I promised we would leave before she came back so he would not have any trouble.

He took a break and got us to his place where we put Serena to sleep in his bed. He said we could have his bed and he would stay on the couch. It was odd being in that house again after so long. I think I surprised him. After laying Serena down, I returned to the loungeroom and sat near him on the floor. He even asked me what I was doing on the floor. I actually felt more comfortable there for some odd reason.

It is when we went into the kitchen that things heated up... I hadn't intended them to... I know how he gets. Sandy is out of town and he tries so hard to remain faithful. I honestly didn't want to put him in a position that pushed that... So when he asked me what I wanted to drink I told him water. Something that would keep my mind clear and be neutral...

He had never heard that before so he asked me more. I explained that certain drinks can do certain things to people... He wanted to test that theory. I asked him if he was sure because I was concerned over teh consequences... especially when the drink of choice was wine. The drink of love...

At first everything was okay- we sat and talked... but then... he fell over and when I went to see if he was okay he told me he was overwhelmed by me. I was confused at first, but then ... Ra... I don't know how to explain it.. the passion it was searing... I swear.. it was never like this before... it was almost better then the past... So familiar and yet so ... so... Ra I can't even find a word to describe it.

But come moring I wonder how things will be... a one night stand? Or will it possibly have opened a door that was shut and allow a few memories to sneak out to him? Will I once more be rejected by him, or will he take me in and make me his in this week we have without Sandy around...? So many questions...I fear the morning... I almost don't want it to come- but alas.. the sun it is beginning to filter into the home even now... It is only a matter of time now...

posted by Lady Aurora Phoenix @ 10:35 PM Comments: 0