Sideline thoughts...

I am taking a break from the actual storyline to put down my thoughts on another set that I am involved with. See... I learned something today that I swore never to tell anyone... but I have to try to figure out what to make of it...

I went out with some friends for a bachlorette party they were throwing for me and we went to a bar that apparently RIJ and Orifiel own together. It was fun at first... but then things changed. RIJ was actually mad at Orifiel and me. So mad he punched us. I didn't understand at first, but knowing what I know now...

I knew he and Orifiel had been hanging out a lot more than they used to. I found it odd because RIJ has ALWAYS let it be known of his disgust toward Orifiel. He has always let it be known how much he hates him. I am guessing that old addage of hate turning to love is actually true... or it's something twisted...

I guess they had been sleeping together... that brings out RIJ's jealousy streak- he doesn't really care to share what's his... But odder still is that somehow... I still don't get it, but somehow Orifiel was able to create for them a child...

A child... I still can't get my head wrapped around it... I have no idea what to think of it, but I know I can't face Orifiel right now...

We are to be married...

Why would he do this?

Why would he do this to us?

I don't understand...I want to, but I can't.... I... I don't know what to do... If I just leave, he'll know something is wrong. But I just can't face him...

How long was he going to hide this from me? And what kind of marriage can actually last when it is started with so many secrets.... damaging secrets...

I need to get out of here... Away from this bar... away from bakura who has known this all along. Away from that Diana woman RIJ has taken to, Away from RIJ and away.... Away from Orifiel.... Just for a little while...

I will say this... Before we are married.... He is going to stop hiding so many secrets... If he does not quit hiding things from me... there won't be a marriage...

Angel's Rules:

1. NEVER lie to Angel
2. Don't hide things from Angel.
3. Don't expect Angel to be loyal if you cannot be loyal to her.
4. If you are with Angel- and want a kid she cannot give you- be gentleman about it and TELL her before just running off and doing it... Give her the option to leave or stay....
5. Don't expect Angel to stay if you have betrayed her.
6. Treat Angel with the respect she deserves.
7. Don't try to control Angel- she is not a pet.
8. Do not try to cage Angel- she is not a bird.
9. Angel was born at night but not last night- NEVER treat her like she's nothing more than a dumb blond. She's a lot smarter than that- she knows a lot more than you think...
10. If Angel says to leave her alone- don't take it personal- she needs a little space and will be fine in about 10 minutes...
11. Family and friends are her world- hurt them and you deal with her- don't do it, it's not pretty....
12. Never tell Angel you love her, unless you really do love her.
13. Angel is herself- if you don't like it, too bad- don't try to change her if you want her to stick around.
14. If Angel asks you a question- don't dance around the truthful answer, it angers her and puts you in a very dangerous position- just tell her.
15. Never trick her into a room of snakes- she is deathly afraid of them and bad things will happen...
16. Know that if you try to hide anything from her, she will find out. If it is going to hurt her in any shape or form- Think twice... think 3 times... think again- and make sure you don't do it...
17. If you, in some wicked twist of fate, do hurt her... If you love her, I suggest begging...
18. If you betry her- don't expect her to trust you right away- give her time and SHOW her you can be trusted...
19. Remember- good, loyal woman are hard to find, if you have Angel- you have one; be thankful and never take her for granted...
20. Love isn't a game for her- if it's a game for you- leave her alone.
21. Don't toy with Angel's head. She's confused enough as it is.
22. Know the most important rules on this list are #'s 1,2,4,5, 12, 14,and 20.
23. Know Angel is not one to like competition when it comes to men. If she is with him- he's off limits.
24. Angel does not enjoy sharing the man in her life... If she's forced to- special rules apply... and you may not like them...
25. If you cheat on Angel- and then catch her cheating on you- Don't get angry- remember- you did it first. You're even- the saying is all is fair in love and war...
26. Remember that whatever you do to another- comes back to you times 3. Hurt Angel and one day your new woman/man will severely crush you, but be good to Angel and your life will be a dream.
27. Don't think that she is going to be okay with something you do just because you say so... It doesn't work that way...
28. Don't assume you know how she is feeling. ASK HER!
29. Know his: If she says she loves you- she means it- NEVER DOUBT HER!
30. Rules are subject to change at any given time... so check back often...

posted by Lady Aurora Phoenix @ 8:04 AM Comments: 0