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Well it seems neither of us remember really what happened that night...I tried to just move on with the day though. I invited Ori to come Christmas shopping with me. I'd like to try to find a way to get him to open up. He seems so shy... Part of me wishes I could get a look at the thoughts in his head though... Sure,being a guy I can figure out pretty much what's there, but at least I would have a general idea what I could do to help him open up a bit more to me... Who knows... maybe this shopping trip will help?
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Sidelines:
Life with Orifiel will probably be much easier now. I remembered the Chainer way and gave it a lot of thought. I know that he is uneasy with how much light he sees in my soul. He needs a certain amount of darkness to keep him grounded. Who better than Rose? I know deep down he has aome kind of kindship or caring feelings for her. She and I came to an agreement that she would not try to sway him from me. Oddly, I can sense that I can trust her. And seeing the smile light up his face was the best gift he could give me right now. I love him so much I would do anything to keep him happy.
I guess he never knew just how far I would go to make him happy... I hope he sees now...











